My 29 year old wife going through MLC, this sucks

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Hey everyone, I have two problems with the possibility of PA. First is that I am not 100% sure but I am probably 90% now. The other is that I really truly don't know if I can forgive her. I don't want to ruin my kids lives and sell our house and all that stuff, that makes me want to try and wait it out. But I don't know if I can ever forgive her for what she is doing to me. I don't think I will ever be able to trust her again.

How do I summons the strength. Time will tell I guess. She goes to see her T tomorrow so maybe the guilt will come out and she will admit to me. Who knows, who cares I guess.