Heart, don't fail me now Courage, don't desert me Don't turn back now that we're here People always say Life is full of choices No one ever mentions fear Or how the world can seem so vast
On a journey to the past Somewhere down this road I know someone's waiting Years of dreams just can't be wrong Arms will open wide I'll be safe and wanted Finally home where I belong
Well, starting now I'm learning fast On this journey to the past Home, love, family There was once a time I must have had them, too Home, love, family I will never be complete until I find you
One step at a time One hope, then another Who knows where this road may go? Back to who I was On to find my future Things my heart still needs to know Yes, let this be a sign Let this road be mine Let it lead me to my past And bring me home at last
I could not have said it any better. I could not explain it better. "Life is full of choices, no one ever mentions fear". Well, I do, I am scared to death. K
Morning sunbeam... Interesting choice of words. I was thinking about you alot last night, I had a very freaky evening, someone told me alot of very dramatic things. I just things are never really what they seem, are they? I understand, I dont know what else to say! (except, I'm first, yay)
Al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
Well... it's your history. I find it best only to go through old threads when I'm in a better place. Too be honest I only go through my old threads when I'm looking for a particular point of reference. Other than that it's a case of keep moving forward.
What a big jump for you... how does it feel to move to this illustrious area? How do you feel?
Pearls can be found in the past, but only by sorting through the garbage. It's a time to be good to yourself and focus on where you are.... but you already know that..
First off I would like to wish you good luck while you are in here....hope you keep moving forward in the right direction. I will not congratulate you because when I was in here, I always felt a little weird when people congratulated me (just a personal thing no offense to others who think otherwise). I am glad you are giving your M another shot and really hope regardless what the outcome is down the line, you find happiness. I also hope that when H comes back home that your general mood becomes more like your nickname and you both give it your all. I have never read my old threads because I don't know how to get them together.....why do you say you should not have done it?
You have been "here" before.. the situation was different.. but the "Emotion" is the same. It always comes back to where you started.. the cycles. I know I was not around at the start of all this.. but are the choices that different.. do I "fight" for this.. or do I move on.
You once told me.. you can't leave until your work is done. I was so ready to stop posting.. felt like I was "fighting" with everyone. Most of the time.. I was just "fighting" myself.
Now is the time.. to give this a shot.. just as with the other stuff.. you have to put your self out there.. and be happy with the outcomes. Why?.. because you posted.. you got my vote.. and thats all that matters.
If there is something bigger and better out there for you.. that won't change.
In moving here.. you need to understand.. you are creating the new R whatever that may be. Your situation is a bit different.. cause you have someone saying they want to work. They want to show you. You can lead by saying.. I need this.. we need to change this.. be clear.. the more clear you are.. the easier it will be.. to "see" his work.
Good Luck Maria.. I told you the work never stops.
Off we go...
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
I have been around here almost as long as you have... I think. I still do not understand all that you write, however, that is probably more a lack of knowledge of the english language on my part (or I am just plain dumb) than your writing style. Having said this (sorry for the hijack K), I don't know why your "Do Work" line worked me up this morning. My question is the folowing; When the (expletive) does the (expletive + en) WAS do some (expletive + en) WORK? I for one worked my tail off....and quite honestly I don't think my WAW with her mind elsewhere or whatever nice connotation we like to put to their state of mind put 10% of the effort that I did. So good for Kalni...make HIM work to win you back....sure, direct him in the general direction but let him do the (expletive + EN) work. Take a vacation damn it, you earned it! Hey Gypsy is that mad enough.....by the way Forrest I am in no way directing any of this on you.....just venting a little. my apologies in advance if I offended anybody....i think my coffee was a tad strong this morning.
When the (expletive) does the (expletive + en) WAS do some (expletive + en) WORK?
John not quite sure whatyou mean, so don't wrap it up in nice,ities!!
I don't always understand Forrest, and I have been around forever And (quick Figgy here) I speak perfect English. I do know he has his heart in the right place tho.
