Ok, I am bumping this up because I am really hoping to get some advice before I have to go home today.
I cried myself to sleep last night. I feel rejected and I fear my H will come over tonight and just act as though this is no big deal becuase I said "ok, no problem & I understand" to his blowing me off due to drinking.
When he has done this in the past, he will come over the next day and be really sweet or ask me out to a fancy dinner. Its like he knows it is not healthy but just keeps doing it. Then after romancing me for the night, he will usually want sex. Just when my Emotions were being hurt the day before, it is not usually the top thing on my list of things to do. I need to feel loved in order to want to have sex with him. Am I being used???
I just dont know how to react. I want to blow up at him and let him know how unhealthy it is for us when he is always going to bars alone. I dont want to live my life just accepting this.
I need more, I dont know how to get it. HELP!!! anyone!!! please!!! TIPPER
