Today he is back to being cold. I wish this didn't impact my emotions so much.
Today I just reached out once on IM to say that I hoped the repairman finally came. This is honestly the first time that I have initiated a conversation in at least 2 months. This was nearly 2 hours ago, and no response...
I am pretty paranoid now that he said he was going to do some thinking on the email I sent to him. I am worried that I am going to get another emotional email, and I don't feel prepared to deal with it again. I really hope that I'm wrong...
I am just so ready for a clear positive!
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
