I feel for you as well, It's tough no to think about, but you have to find a way not to. Keep busy!!!!! Most of all get some sleep, I found when I couldn't sleep I got more anxious and made poor decisions. I take sleep aids once in a while I don't want to rely on them but I know that I deal better when rested. I found the advice about being positive I felt better. Listen to T and Sir it is good stuff. I haven't confronted my W she will just lie anyway and it will only make the situation more toxic and way too emotional. Remember that You are her best option!!!!
Jeff
ME 44 W 32 M 5 T 6
no kids
June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
