Trying2Live-Post #3

[marisol35]

Well ladies...i know one of the first rules in this is not to snoop and I have broken that rule. I figured out his password to his new email account. Saw pics they took together for halloween. Also read an email from him to her that said "sounds good huh... (XXX) her first name (XXXXXX) his last name" she says yes it does! he says whatever you want to do mrs. XXXXXX and she says Nope not mrs. XXXXX yet! Then he replies "keyword...yet!" I also saw emails about Christmas and how he promised her a good Christmas to not let her down. He says he will work hard to give her a great Christmas and that she is his girl.

So I know it has been said to believe nothing you hear and only half of what they do. This must be the hardest thing for anyone to do because when I see stuff like this it makes me want to just walk away. How can I want him back when he is telling these things to this woman? I keep asking myself if it is really worth it? It's amazing that these emails were going back and forth just on Monday then he texts me Tuesday asking about the divorce.

He doesn't show any interest like your husbands (faith, hope, T2L). I'm slowly loosing my hope and facing the reality that its over. I know I have said I was going back and forth but after this and him just to even hint marriage to her sickens me.

I don't know ladies....the door is close to closing for me.