Is this worth saving, or am I only fooling myself?

[faithrunner]

Hey Dash, I also struggled with the NC for me and knowing that H and OW were probably emailing like mad. That is hard. I'm trying to train myself to say STOP when those thoughts come into my mind, and then distract myself with something positive. Reading here always makes me feel better. There is a lot of great advice. Keep learning. It shouldn't be this hard, but this is where you are so embrace it and learn from it for your own sake. I promise you that the better you feel about YOU, the easier it is to deal with the uncertainty of your W.

Take care.