"I've gone most of my life coming up with lots of reasons why I shouldn't do one thing or another."

Am I gonna have to go find my list around here somewhere?

I kept getting poked so I figured I should come check in.

I hope that everything I "see" around here (DB.com) is showing up in RL for you.

You just have this quality.. I remember back when I first asked you to "catch me up" and speak clear. I don't know if my perception has changed or you have.. but you speak with some clarity right now. Again.. I hope it is not my perception change.

K.. you have a lot to offer... you have had a lot of things "against" you. But you still stand out.

I mean you could write my Halmark.. any day.

"I've always wanted to be in plays from the time I was a child."

Get that list out.. I know its on there somewhere.

"The only hurt I feel is what I choose to inflict on myself."

Most of the time.. we fight ourselves.. more than we fight the "OP".

There is a tremendous amount of power in you.. never doubt it.. never underestimate it. The people that can see it.. will follow right along.. cheering you all the way.

In the end.. you will find the people following along.. add to your happiness.

This situation you find yourself in.. will be.. and has been.. a learning process.

Now..


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.