Diane & Ava - I'm having a very hard time now seeing myself sticking to the one year plan. I wish I had more I could do outside of the home. My mom's moving to assisted living (great news for her) so I have her move to keep me occupied for now. It's an unfurnished apartment so have to hire some movers to move a few things and hang pictures and stuff.

I haven't forgotten W's 'devouring' me post anniversary but still think it wouldn't have happened had I not withdrawn from her as I did.

I'll keep waiting for her *for now*. I've said enough to her for this week and it was plenty. She has been a little more attentive today but who knows how long it will last.

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