Dash, you've just started this process. You're grieving right now. We've all been there. You will have to get through the grief; it feels as though someone in your family has died. I know, I've been there; but that was nearly 8 months ago. Time will get you to the next step.
Once your through the grief, the real work on Dash can begin in earnest. You will do this. We've all been doing this.
Keep coming here. We understand. Let it out here; so that you can be strong in your REAL world.
