Trying2Live-Post #3

[faithrunner]

Hope, were you wearing your new hot clothes? I bet H beat it out of there b/c he knows he looks like H##L and you look amazing, calm, and graceful! I know what you mean about what slips out of your mouth. We're only human to get lost in the moment. But, I think you turned it around beautifully and probably made him curious, like never mind-I don't need you anyway. Awesome!

Marisol, my H would say the same thing! This next job is going to do this, this, and this - it will be great! Really now I can see that it was more an inability to commit.

I think it's good we can all say that our H was not a serial cheater. It proves that this is a break with reality for them.

My H also looked like crud tonight. Stomach trouble, as usual, tired and bloated. Meanwhile, when I got here, he had already made my dinner, packed my lunch, bathed the kids, made bottles for the baby. Talk about mixed messages. I was grateful and said thanks a lot (I think admiration is one of his top needs). I felt such an amazing sense of peace, prayed a lot today to let God fight this battle for me. I felt like He carried me.