Is this worth saving, or am I only fooling myself?

[Dash]

Thanks for the advice guys.

It's just so damned frustrating. I wish I knew what to do to bring this all to an end. I know I need to be patient, not my strong suit I'll admit.

It just hurts more every day that I don't hear from her. It's been four days now and nothing. It kills me knowing she is taking the time to email him, but I get nothing.

Which I should be used to since it was going on long before we split up. She used to email me several times a day at work and call me once or twice. Then she stopped doing that. But at least she was there when I got home. I think she probably stopped because of him, or I should say because she got involved with him.

It's hard. Life shouldn't have to be this hard. Loving someone shouldn't be this hard.

I'm not sure if I have the strength to do this. I can't take the loneliness. Even when I'm around people, I still ache for her.