Did you see the post to you by Jack 3 Beans?? If you have not, go read it now, its on the last page (bottom). It's blunt, you may think its a little harsh. It's exactly what you need to hear and follow.
DO NOT for a second think about doing any thing dumb to that @$$ bag OM. YOUR KIDS NEED YOU right now. You are the only one that is "with it" at the moment. Got it.
What you must understand is that your W is ill right now, thats not her. She is not capable of having a real R with ANYONE.
You do need to ask yourself, if you can forgive her. In sickness and in health Bro. If you can't thats ok, some can't. I think you can, but I'll never judge you. You and only you can choose.
It's all or nothing / in or out. This can go either way.
I would suggest you not go around telling others about this. You will not like most of their advice, and if your W does come to her senses it's that much harder for BOTH of you to deal with. Come hear with it.
I have been in your shoes and did some stupid things. Trust me You need to find a way to vent, You can't take anything out on her. ACT AS IF your happy. It's F'd up but thats what has to happen. Any negativity will only serve to push her to him. You have got to dig DEEP. You can do this if you choose. It's one of the hardest things you will ever do. In the end no matter what, you will not even recognize who you once were. It WILL make you that better of a person.
What they have is S%#T. It's not going to last.(almost never does)
I am here for you, and so are others, stay on point put things into perspective and be a father to your kids. Take some time to calm down and think before you do anything. You can do it! I'll be looking for ya on and off tonight.
