I am frustrated with everything right now, including my snot-nosed boss. Is this normal or am I just going through some inner struggles regarding being spiritual? I feel tense, some anger, resentment, and pressure to overcome all the obstacles I want to overcome. Or maybe I'm just tired? Well I am but I am trying to get my bankruptcy moving, I get paid little so bills are late, and it feels like a catch 22.
I don't even know if the church I am thinking about going to is right for me? I mean I don't see anyone following up on me, so its hard for me to want to open up when they know I have been going and trying to reach out.
I'm getting frustrated - that's what I feel at the moment. And I can't even turn to a friend because they all got their own agendas to deal with. I tried to make small talk about a baptist co-worker here and see if he could open up about his church. Nope, nothing. I even told him - I'm thinking about joining a church - no offer, no invite, nothing. Oh well.
~Sol
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Single Dad, and luvin it! ~ Happiness is a state of mind ~
