Oh my Cinco.... now the earbuds? And b/c the Democatic Party won? Lions and tigers and bears oh my............. I think she needs some Ruby Slippers.... No advice love.... just thinking of you. I am starting to think though that she uses many things as an excuse not to live, not to participate or show up. All my best to you honey .... Hang in there..... I will say this .... my Aunt hung on to her M forever.... she got a Divorce ( said that is that and then ? 2 years later died of an anuersim... IT broke my heart....) I am not saying D~ I hate that word... but I am saying you deserve to be happy too. Are you really supposed to spend your whole life trying to make her happy ? I know you love her.... does she really love you in return? Playing devils advocate ... seeing as Strong and Alive isnt chiming in..... The way I see it is she likes the way she lives and sees nothing wrong with it, she unfortunately is blind to your heartache or really doesnt care.... I see you repeat more often that you are close to the end of your rope..... Love ya... ~Ava
