We've known you are in a funk for the last couple of days... It will pass. We are all "veterans" here. Nothing can "break us" anymore. Just a bumb, a detour on our way to... happy as Bbj says...
Go find a bunny, or something else fluffy and cuddly, rest your mind and soul, breathe and let go. Sometimes, our only choice is actually a good one for us. Only we get to realise that much much later. Who knows? This year has been so full of... surprises for all of us. Let's just sit back and see what the next one will bring. If the universe is "fun" of balance, this next year must be full of joy and good times... Get ready... Love K