Given her tone of voice despite being 'sick' I could clearly tell he was in fact there, I've known her long enough to tell even in this circumstance. When she's alone, I get the "I want to work with you" WAW. When she's with ANYONE I get the "I'm done with you" WAW.

I am working on myself every second I can and it truely shows. Everyone makes mention of how much I am way calmer these days. As for casting hte stones, I don't spark the conversation anymore with W or anyone else. now I get asked "what is she on, she is not herself anymore, she has to be doing something else", I just reply what makes you think so, and after their reasoning, reply that may be, who knows?

The kids, both boys are 10 & 11.

I received a nice visition from the PD (one of many) regarding what I can and can't do after she stormed in the station lying her ass off one day when she found out I'd been speaking to a L about prospects of full custody. So unless I get an order, I have to let it be, she may come get them whenever she wants for however long she wants with out saying a word to me.

I am concidering filing for custody only at the moment. But I am really fed up with games and it is apparent she wants OM, sees nothing wrong with being with him yet married to me, wants to friends one moment and enimies the next, blah blah blah.

Again, I'll back off and see what she comes up with next. I'll just continue to go about my merry way and keep the kids my center of focus, along with myself I know, and go from there.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11