Thanks for checking. This thread is a little spotty, and actually my other is too cuz I'm sort of everywhere. I have no problem giving advice, it is just listening to myself and others where I get nuts. And yes, I could write a book that most people would think is total fiction about my screwed up life and screwed up family.
I'll keep checking on you.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Hey, I just love this stuff and find it to be very interesting. I did a friends natal chart a few years ago, and was amazed at all of the stuff it indicated about his life, parental relationships, growing up etc... I had known this person since we were children, so none of it really surprised me but it was very accurate. Unfortunately I didn't find what I was looking for which was his death info but in a way that was good.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
The thing with all of it is that we still have free will. The influences can direct you a certain way (even if you don't realize it) but the final outcome of everything is really dependent on how you deal with things. I have a friend who looks at everything after it happens to see how right it was but she won't look at what is coming because she doesn't want to be influenced in her choices. She acknowledges the accuracy but feels like she would let it rule her life if she knew ahead of time.
A sort of strange thing happened yesterday at work. I had to have something notarized so an acquaintance came over to do it. A woman who I have known for years through my client. She is very spiritual. Anyway, she was telling me about some stuff that she has intuited, and other people she knows and trusts have also received messages, and it is in the current astrology too. The world is undergoing a transformation of sorts that is leading us all to become more spiritual and free. People are desiring change. I just thought that was a little wierd. That and she mentioned a year that my S has been obsessed with for about 6 months now. He just keeps telling me about this year and it will be the end. Kinda goes with what she said that it will be a year of changing the world as we know it. I'm going to have to probe him I think.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
That is very interesting. Right at the beginning of my H's bomb. He said to me that he had talked to someone about the end of the world coming. I don't exactly know how it was worded but that H said if that happened he would want to be with me. I said well you can always come find me. H said if you were married with kids and a husband then would you still want me to find you. I told him yes, it wouldn't matter. But that was the first time I had ever heard him say anything like that. But it just goes back to his confusion. You know if you have moved on from me, why would you want me to be with you then?
Honey I have no idea. My H said if he moved out, he would probably call me every day and talk for hours. But he doesn't want to talk now. Just makes no sense but that is because of the fog I guess. Either that, or they want to move on but really can't deal with the thought of being without us.
Like I want to be H's best friend or even close if I'm not his wife. I am in love with the man, I do not want a platonic friendship with him. I wouldn't have married him if that was the case.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
