There were a million times I wanted to throw in the towel.
Give up.
Pull the covers over my head.
Involve myself in some passionate, sex fulfilling, self-centered, lustful relationship to escape.
I would just be hurting myself.
I need closure.
Finality
A direction.
Eventually we will get there.
I now see some light.
Without ex.
I am happy for this.
My vacation with my kids was wonderful.
Never, Never, did I picture myself taking my kids on vacation alone.
I did it.
They loved it.
I felt good about ME.
Hugs Cagz.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
