Are we piecing yet?

[kiwi000]

Journalling;

No real change here. Dad is in the last few days of his life and I am doing some 'bed watch' shifts to give my mother a break.

WAW sent email saying sounded awful but no real empathy for me or my family. I think that's going to be the final straw for me and after this the M will really be over. Dad's passing is going to be a big event in my life and there's nothing from WAW. Nothing for S3 either who is close to my father.

The kindergarten has a parent/teacher evening on Thursday about helping support learning/development. S3 will stay with WAW's parents as it's my night and obviously my parents can't do so.

WAW's parents have been a huge support through Dad's illness.

WAW got angry about something (maybe the short notice for parent/teacher or maybe in general or maybe even about me) and said she had appointment and could not make it. She got even angier when I said I would go anyway. I want to be involved in S3's education and I intend to be. Sounds like WAW's appointment more important than the parent/teacher meeting.

Overall, I have just focused on spending time with Dad and I'm pretty relaxed about WAW and life otherwise.

But I feel my care and concern for the M slipping away as I live through the passing of my father and S3's grandfather.