I was so touched last night because my stepson called my cell phone. I missed the call and tried to call him back but didn't get through. What mattered to me is that he called. It was like God sent me an angel yesterday - just when I needed one. I will call him back later this week.
Today I read a devotional that talked about not doubting. I did feel that it was speaking to me - that I need to really trust God in this situation. That having faith is so crucial.