I think nervous is probably more the right word. Haven't worked for 9 years-- I work at home but you know what I mean.
H came over to our town to vote, guess he hasn't registered yet in his new county. He was sick so spent the day with the kids, took a nap, etc. I asked him if he was going to stay if he could stay and watch D8 from 3 to 5 for 2 hours while I volunteered at the afterschool program. He comes over to me at 2 and says you said you were going to leave at 2 like all mad at me. I said it's 3 to 5 and I asked you to stay for 2 hours, so you must have thought I said 2. Probably doesn't listen very closely anyway. I'm not taking crap for him anymore, no apologies for when I haven't done anything wrong. Getting more assertive with the attorney when she pulls her weird control stuff too. I don't think I will ever be an agressive person, but am working on being more assertive with people like my L and H. And soon I'll have them both out of my life--can't even imagine.
About a week ago, I was thinking I'll be D in about a month (although my L now says it may be longer than that b/c H's L is being uncooperative.) But I thought about being single and kind of had a rush of happiness. I'm scared about being broke, but everything else will probably be a lot better I think.
I kind of can't wait to get tomorrow over with at the new job. Hope it works out ok! Karen
