I felt like it was the right thing to do. When I did talk to the FIL's brother last night, he did make it seem like he was actually doing a little better. They didn't expect him to make it through this PAST weekend and he did.
Now, I'm feeling worried for the wife. Wanting to check on her. Email her something uplifting. A nice text. Something.
She just makes me F'ing sad. I don't even think sad is the right word. Not disgusted or angry or sad. Just upset. Like upset with myself for caring so much for her. The more I try to get her out of my thoughts, the more she is there. I guess that is just the way it is. As long as I'm still going on with my life, having fun, enjoying my kids, liking myself more...maybe the thoughts will always be there.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
