M, Glad the new shoes arrived and they are comfortable. As for your h, he may be having a "less pressured" time of it over at his living quarters. I'm very pleased to see that he was in a better mood.
Take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.