I guess I am saying I am disappointed. I guess I am feeling foolish for being a part of a church that taught families how to be strong.... only to end up living in what feels like the most striking contradiction to what I once lived and believed. And yes, I guess I dont trust the people I once did and that is always a tough thing to come to grips with.
Chazz,
You make some very good points. I agree with most of them.
I do sense a lack of authenticity I felt it back in the day with out "informal" Saturday night gatherings. I need to get of my a$$ and seek out a group like that one.
As for trust in people, I honestly have next to zero. Of course this was greatly impacted by my experience with my exW. That will probably take a long time to get over.....
Take Care,
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
