Patience Bud it doesn't happen over night. You will get there. You do care, no anger toward her, anger is your shield. Have you checked out my thread lately??
Have you ever looked up at the stars and wondered if there was an alternate universe? i F you B elieve in such things, remember to always dream. And remember that LOLA danced at the COPACABANA.
2x4.....
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I have been checking your thread and you are doing great. I am not angry towards her right now just sort of whatever. She is distancing herself again. We have a neighbor friend that she suddenly has been real close with. I am pretty sure he is now her latest EA/Possible PA and it is a giant kick in the pants. She has no idea that I am bothered by him, I act as if about him but I am sort of over it all. She just has to fall on her face and hopefully I can help her pick up the pieces and we can be together. Unfortunately, right now I don't believe we can get there.
Just having a bad day.
Married 10/12/2002 Me 35 Ring On Her 29 Ring Off D 4 S 2 Don't know if I am in love with you 10/7/08 Kinda Separated 10/7/08 EA/OM 6/6/08
my current thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1623276&page=1&fpart=4
I try to jump on during my lunch. noon to one. I noticed your on this time as well. Try not to get down this is the longest coaster ride ever. That's why detaching is so immportant. Lola COPACABANA knows.
Thanks again Trapt. I do jump on alot during this time. I used to like roller coasters and now I hate them. My heart is broken so bad that I feel like throwing in the towel today. I won't of course, and I will snap out of it but today is one of those days. I miss the days of going home and feeling wanted. My kids and my dogs want me of course but that is about it. It is hard because I have no family where I live now. Just wife and kids and a small group of friends.
I know, GAL, PMA, blah blah. So much easier said than done. I work two careers to keep my W as a stay at home mom and give my children a happy stable life, yet here I am. Lonely and unloved. I feel the cry coming so I will go now.
Married 10/12/2002 Me 35 Ring On Her 29 Ring Off D 4 S 2 Don't know if I am in love with you 10/7/08 Kinda Separated 10/7/08 EA/OM 6/6/08
my current thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1623276&page=1&fpart=4
My FACE is an open BOOK that reads LOLA COPACABANA
And that is one of the biggest problems I have...I can NEVER READ BETWEEN THE LINES!!! LOL...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
