Thanks again Trapt. I do jump on alot during this time. I used to like roller coasters and now I hate them. My heart is broken so bad that I feel like throwing in the towel today. I won't of course, and I will snap out of it but today is one of those days. I miss the days of going home and feeling wanted. My kids and my dogs want me of course but that is about it. It is hard because I have no family where I live now. Just wife and kids and a small group of friends.

I know, GAL, PMA, blah blah. So much easier said than done. I work two careers to keep my W as a stay at home mom and give my children a happy stable life, yet here I am. Lonely and unloved. I feel the cry coming so I will go now.


Married 10/12/2002
Me 35 Ring On
Her 29 Ring Off
D 4
S 2
Don't know if I am in love with you 10/7/08
Kinda Separated 10/7/08
EA/OM 6/6/08

my current thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1623276&page=1&fpart=4