Carlos,
last night was my first night with STBX out and it was just me and my daughter.

and it was wonderful.

it was beautiful.

it made me so happy.

we had a great time laughing and playing and reading books laying in the middle of the kitchen floor with her dolls and play phones and plastic shovels and a rubber snake - dont ask me, these are the things she had to have with her.

gone were the mini-tantrums my daughter would throw on a nightly basis, no fighting her to eat her dinner, although we did make colored waffles, she had the blue and red ones and i had the green and orange. colored waffles for dinner is great.

she was a complete angel.

tonight she's with her mother, i'll workout and then head home for a shower, thats when it'll get quiet. but i know now i'll be fine.

your words are inspiring, and give me strength when i need it most, keep them coming.


"In a ham and eggs breakfast, the hen is involved, but the pig is committed".