Tower

[Cinco]

Tower

...What is done can keep you down,
and only love can turn around
And yesterday won't make a sound
as you climb

Walkin' 'round the tower of love
stuck on the ground
I can't climb up
Seems like every time I look up
Rain's comin' down
Storm clouds above

Big Head Todd and the Monsters

Still talking to her. I found out last week's standoff from her was PMS. She says even though no period, she still has hormones causing up and down mood swings. "Why am I the only one who isn't allowed to be grumpy once in a while?" I told her I'm sorry that I didn't sense this in her.

Found out it is really starting to get on her nerves that I am here all of the time now (still looking for a job). "I am so used to being on my own all day long and now you are here." I said that I'd rather be working but until I find a job this is where I'll be. Do you want me to go hang out at the library all day or something? "Yeah you can hang out with all of the other bums there. LOL" I did laugh at this too. She worries about no money coming in, which won't won't be for another 6 months yet. God I hope I'm working again by then.

I also asked her if she would please continue to touch and kiss me for no particular reason. It feels so nice when she comes to find me to give me a reassuring touch.... even better a kiss.

Sunday night we ML. No crazy fireworks but she did tell me whenever there was discomfort which is a move in the right direction anyway.

Cinco