Halloween was nice but wierd....doing family stuff while going thru this is odd.
Wife had some friends stay at the house for the weekend so things were quiet. Her and her friends went out on Friday night and she got food poisoning....LOL.
Sat I went to a costume party and to a local bar.
Sunday morning I got out on my motorcycle for awhile because Indian summer is here. Took Ws best friend for awhile and dropped her off at restaurant where they were having breakfast. W called to see if I was coming in to eat....I did not answer and went about my merry way. A few times during the day she commented about how I did not come to eat.....I really didn't say much.
D12 had cheerleading competition all afternoon so we were a "family" for the afternoon. Went out for dinner afterwards as a family....had a good time....kids seemed to like it....W kinda to.
Had a 45 minute conversation with W last night....mostly about nothing....she was driving up to condo for the night. She commented about me controlling my anger....I also said she has been better lately. She said that the "nice" weekend we had does not mean things are looking up for us.....I just said that it was a nice time we had together.
I have no real good or bad feelings rite now.....I am just "alive".
I gotta get all my financials together for my A this week.
We have MC on Wednesday
She still "thinks" I am not persueing full custody....she made a couple comments about money and stuff during our talk.
That's about it
H 34 W 31 M 11yrs D 11 D 9
6-1-08 I wanted to fix marriage 6-11-08 I found out about OM
