I'm a doin ok I guess. Detachment is good but a little wierd. Seems like your feelings change for them a bit. I still love her, but it's different in a way. I don't care what she is doing, don't even want to know. Gotta see my L today. Her L is pressuring me to make a choice on the house.
Trying to sell or refi. right now is going to be tough. I'm dragging my feet. Trying to buy time in the hopes she wakes up.
I need to vanish the best I can when it comes to her for now