Hey bro, I can't begin to imagine what that feels like, not seeing your kids for so long.

I count my blessings with mine. I get them every other week. In my sitch, I feel blessed to have that.

When they are NOT with me for that week....wow! The loneliness for them is incredible.

Hang in there. You've come this far. Your anger has always gotten the best of you. Some day, you might be able to let it go. Must be hard. The anger is just a sign that you still have feelings for her. Now if you could only let that anger out in some other way. Might help.

As far as the worst DBer...I can think of a few others, myself and Jeff included, that would be right up there. \:\)

Still praying for ya', dude.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."