And it has GOT to be rougher than what most of us forced-monastic types are going through... I mean, he is sooooo close, with it nearly in his grasp, and yet so far. Gotta' be maddening.
Me? Yeah, it's rough -- but I've been shut entirely down; she's now stone-cold dead towards me -- which is both a blessing and a curse.
Unlike poor Doc, I at least know there's no way, no how my W will ever give me a shot again... which is also a blessing as well as a curse. It simply means I don't have to torture myself with that possibility anymore, not from that avenue at least.
Nc.. Yes I have told doc his got patience of a saint!
If you didn't think about it you wouldn't be a normal person nc... What do they say, men think about it every 30 seconds.. no really I don't know, but totally understandable!!
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I know.. Im ok thanks gf.... Things are busy as usual.
h has been all over including going to NJ two days in a row. We had a really good day sunday. We all went to breakfast and then went to the mall.. bought a new comforter set.. and he bought a new mussle loader..wooopee...lol. No really we had a good day.
I have been having heart palpitations for two days. So I finally had made my appt. for blood work tomorrow morning. Don't know what that's about. I had a very small cavity filled about 3 wks ago and I still cannot chew on the right side of my mouth. this wasn't done by my regular dentist, so to say the least Im poed! He also over charged me $160 and the cavity was a real cavity yet, just starting. so I have to go back Thursday afternoon. then next wk is S5's actually bday on Veterens day. Just us and my family are taking him out for dinner. Then I have S2 bday on the 23rd.
Im tired.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.