thank you, thank you, thank you, I have been away from home for work, for more then a month, and I miss my family terribly, specially my kids. I would have missed it anyway, but in this situation it is very hard. I talk to them every night, but I feel they are so far away..... I am actually meeting many interesting people, but I don't feel satisfactory this "bachelor" life, it is not the life I want to live. I don't even feel I want another relation - and I have no idea if I could ever be able to forgive my W. I only know I miss my kids - thank you guys for being so nice -
my ex wife is still with OM - sometime when we talk she has some nostalgia of our old family - but she is not doing anything to change the situation. I am the worst DB in the world, I get upset very easily and we end up fighting very often. Sometime she act jealous, but this it what it is, an act.
people that are close to me say that if I am going back with her she is going to make me miserable for the rest of my life, and they are probably right.
I am just sorry I had kids with her, if it wasn't for them it would be easy to forget about her.
