Thanks for the prayers I say a prayer for you as well. I try not to just focus on me when I pray. Right now I am a bit conflicted because she has been nice to me tonight and even asked how my mother was doing(she just had her hip replaced)this is strange because she doesn't like my parents. She has even been texting me for no reason I.E. she thinks she is getting a cold. I am still thinking the deadline thing through and I guess I need to be ready and the time has to be right. It's hard when she treats me nice. Tomorrow she said she was invited to a concert and didn't say who, so that leads me to believe it is OM. I just said I am sure it will be fun (faking a smile lol)
I think I have been too available and respond to her calls and texts to quickly. I don't call her she calls me but Tomorrow I think I won't respond at all unless it is an emergency.
Man this stuff is hard because of the PA. When we have a nice conversation I really miss her because I get a glimpse of the old W.
any ciao for now,
Jeff
ME 44 W 32 M 5 T 6
no kids
June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
