Samina has the right idea. Just go forward (as hard as it is) and make your life a fun place to be. Don't pin your happiness on him or what he does.

FWIW, I'm here if you need to talk/vent/et... regarding the pregnancy thing. I certainly feel your pain.

(((Hugs)))

M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option