He said it just happened, no big deal.

[kat727]

Just remember you have choices to make. You don't have to have this weight around your neck saying I just have to make it until January. Take each day as a single day and make it the best you can. If you make a mistake, that's ok, that is what whiteout is for! Please don't set yourself up to carry a burden, it will cause more anxiety in the end.

I look at my issue now with my ex getting ready to file bankruptcy, the idiot! Anyway, I already have an appointment with someone that can help me. It won't do me a lot of good stress wise to second guess the situation. I am reading up on options, getting my bills together and see what options are available to me. Face the fear headon and it doesn't seem so evil!

kat