Hey all, in a much better state of mind today. My little black rain cloud has moved away for the time being.
I'm back to game on in the sense that what I have done the last couple of days has not been working for me at all. I have said the things I have needed to say to H for me. These are things that have built up over the last several months and trying to contain them was hurting me. Did it do any good? I doubt it, but it did ME some good, so altogether it was a win.
DS got picked for All Stars again this year (football) and he is going to be excited. Its a good way to end a disappointing season for him. YAY!!!!
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option