My 29 year old wife going through MLC, this sucks

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SPM. As always your messages have a great impact on me. As far as her staying in the bedroom, it has more to do with the fact that her room is needed for our guests. She has made it clear that I can tell my family we are having problems if I choose to. She even said she was going to sleep on the air mattress in our room but it has gone missing. And trust me I looked everywhere so as to let her follow through on it.

I guess if I look back on the situation with myspace I would probably say much of the same things. However I would not have seemed so annoyed by it. I wish I had said it more matter of fact and calm. I have indeed practice how I would handle myself if she were to admit of a PA. Or admit that she is having the EA I already know she is having. I do this at least once a week to be ready for that bomb if it drops. Knowing that I can handle that conversation has helped calm me down overall.

Today, my emotions have been up and down but I am calming myself down for the night ahead. I am not pissed off but more like "whatever", bring what you want I can handle it. But putting this into action is always harder than I think. Luckily she has things to do tonight so we can not have the uncomfort of not knowing how to be around each other. I will spend the time with my kids, the weather is beautiful today and they will the driving force for me to remain the rock of a man I want to be.

thanks again.