I heare ya. I do very well and then boom I see her or hear from her. WTF! Sends me off everytime. Allthe memories, emotions, what not....
She seems to be reaching out in a nonscalent kind of way. almost like, I'll call him, he's home, he'll sees its me and jump on the call. I was home, thoroughly exhauted from working around the yard. she had text my daughter to see if I was home. My d told her she thought I went out. I did not answer either phone or even acknowledge the call till the next day.
I do not analyze her. I like reading the books, but then I get into my fixing problems is my life mode....How was your weekend? Mine was very productive.