Ken, I posted some thoughts on your thread...be strong, my friend. You will be fine. When you get a chance, sit down, and let yourself feel the pain - it's necessary - it's healthy for you - and it will pass. Like any wound it takes a while to heal - but it starts to heal in good ways - since you'll start to see some things about you that you just wouldn't have had she been there to distract you from yourself.
Reach out when you need to. You're in my thoughts. -Carlos.
