I will take your advice and just focus on my marriage, my friendships, all the good things in my life. I am going to trust my hubby to take care of this madness, as he says he is going to. If I get all stressed and crazy it will seem like I don't trust him to sort things out. Truth is I do trust him to get it done, he just does things slower than I do. He is laid back and does not easily get stressed which is a good thing but it also means he does not have that "get it done now!" drive that I have. So I will be waiting. I am staying home from work today because of my leg and will apply for more jobs online both here and in the town he wants to live in. Then I will spend some time praying and journaling and will try to just let it go. You are very right, there is no reason for me to stress and make myself crazy.
