feeling better today. Spoke with pldest D last night. She asked why I sounded down. explained the clearing out my room, cutting the final tie. there is no sign of her being there anymore. You have to go looking for evidnce that she has anything there. I explained that now all the physical and visible signs are gone, I should be better emotionally. told her about the phone calls and texts Saturday night. she said it was smart of me not to respond to her that night. Let her think you are out, not available. I told her that was the plan.

I told her about the apology text from her mother. she seemed to think it was odd that her mother would send a two page text apologizing and explaining her text. She said my comment to our friend about her text being sarcastic must have really botherd her. Especially since I got the text at 7:40 PM and talk to our firned at 8:15 AM. the W had stayed at there house and was there when I talked with her.

The D also said that it was another, "Good" baby step sign that her mother was contacting me directly about this job thing for our friend. She told me to hang in there and see what develops. she hasn't really talked to her mother, but does talk to her grandmother (my MIL) quite a bit, they are very close. the MIL has told my daughter that the W has told her mother that I don't talk to her about anything. When we went to court for this criminal truial we were both witnesses for, she told her mother I ignored her. My D said it seemed to really bther the W that I have cut her off.

I am figuring she will stop by my house today after work or tomorrow to see my youngest D. I am waiting for her to see the bedroom. My feeling is she will say something to my D. My D has aready told me that she is going to tell her that he packed you up, took down all your pictures. You don't live here any more and he doesn't want to be reminded of you.

Kinda harsh, but I am not going to censor my kids.

Country line dancing tonight, not feeling up to it, but I am going so I am out of my house. Going to visit the FIL this week, mayb Wednesday night with my D. Also going to my older D's house tuesday night for dinner. Have some social plans this week to get my mind occupied.

Conversation with BIL went as I expected. He was shocked as to what he owes me in back rent. Told him if I am not paid in full by Friday he is out the door. I have given him until Thanksgiving to find another place to live. I have only a few stress factos left . three to be exact. BIL, money and her. BIL is in motion, money is in motion, she , who knows.....