Jeff, I knew your reaction. I was hoping you would miss that one...
Thanks everyone for thoughts and wishes. I guess when the mods wake up this thread will be locked. And I will have to start a new one. I will start one in piecing, although it may seem a bit premature but we are both supposed to be committed to make an honest effort and try to piece this mess and turn it around and make it a good solid relationship, so I will just go ahead, hey, I have to be positive right?
I have nothing else to report since last night's post. He sent me a TM late at night telling he just got off work and wishing me Good Morning if I were to find it in the morning. I was still awake but chose not to answer.
It's already after 13:00 here and he has not contacted me yet. Maybe he didnt understand? Maybe he is planning a surprise for me? Or do you think he is busy at work?... Hmmmmm (I am a cynic, what can I say?)
Although FG and RTL said I should lead a bit, I am not going to as far as how this is going to proceed. He wants to try, I want to, I am available some hours everyday, he is not. I wonder how this can happen, what he has on his mind. I am very curious about that.
So, thanks for the support and help and advice and laughs and tears through my 43 (!!!) threads. Thanks for all the love you gave me, the wise words, the feeling of being understood. Thanks for not criticizing me and standing by me through all the ups and downs of this crazy rollrcoaster. It's not over, in fact I have a feeling another round is just starting but I wouldnt have made it here without all of you and I will need your help during the "next exciting adventures of Sunshine". Love, Maria/Kalni/Sunshine
PS Deb (Bill's other half), the questions I wanted to ask you will have to wait for now. Thanks anyway...
