Man, I sounded pretty harsh there. I needed to vent. I do feel for her deeply though. I love her like no other and can only imagine what she is going through. I pray for her daily several times daily.

The most frustrating thing of all this is, that's all I can do. Don't get me wrong praying is huge.

I'm on a journey of sorts as well. Accepting that there is nothing else I can do to help her through this has been a very hard lesson to learn. I can only change me. I can only DB for me. If she sees this great, if she doesn't I can't change that either. Time to get out of the big guy's way and let him work.


Don't stand still.