Goldey, peace is good.....forgiveness is good (for your sake) but it doesn't mean you have to return to a life of abuse. In time you will feel the things you want to feel. But don't let anyone try to make you feel shame. It is easy for others to sit outside safe & sound and judge those that are going through the stitch. You will be okay. Proud of you and your brave sons. If you need anything....just ask Kerry (lol). I can pray from here, but glad you have him there handy.

Take care, sweetie.

Sandi

It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!