A,

You are NOT the same person that started posting here 3 years ago.

We have to do this journey at our own pace and work through our emotions in our own time.

Yes, financially it will be hard for you, but it is a small price to pay because you have gained so much more then money can buy.

(((((hugs))))

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.