Your emotions are gonna swing for a while. Hang tough you'll get there. patience. Remeber Emotions + Decisions = usually not good.
Keep doing your thing if she's acting this way. Her emotions are swinging like yours, but in a diffrent way.
Gotta stay up beat and fun (it's sucks/it's hard) you can't show her anything negative she'll sense it. Watch your tone of voice, facial expressions, body language. Watch hers too.
What was BSC like when you first met her?? My sitch is a little diffrent cause she's gone now. I remember those days though. Don't give her the power to control your feelings. Your in the driver's seat there Bud.
Dig Deep!!! Detachment doesn't come overnight.
Anger is normal, your human. You can't show it at all to her. Anger is your tool. Harden up your heart a bit. It does not mean you don't love her, and your going to be a jerk to her, It means your not gonna let her problem consume you.
We will NOT QUIT!!! Your looking way to far ahead right now. New year?? NO, new day, tomorrow. Patience x 1000000.
