My 29 year old wife going through MLC, this sucks

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I managed to go out last night and I am pretty sure it bothered her. I even did as I said and sent the text saying I would be home later because I was going out for a few drinks.

Then today we went out and grocery shopped as a family and she was nice but distant. Then of course this afternoon she started to withdraw. We got into an small discussion about how she wanted to take a nap in our bed. I told her earlier in the day I was going to. She actually said "so when you come up to take a nap, I have to go over to the other side of the house". I said then you can stay there but I will be joining you. She said well I don't want that. So I said your choice then.

This is unbelievable. I still am trying to keep myself in check when she does this. I caugth myself getting really mad and then sad (cried a little, not in front of her) because part of me of course wants her to want to take a nap with me like last saturday.

She has been in a foul mood ever since. She just took the kids for a walk thank god. Funny thing is she announced we were going for a walk. Then asks me if I am going like I wasn't invited. So I asker her if she wants me to go, she says my choice. So just as we are about to leave she gives me the "well are you going", I said "no thanks, have fun" and let them go.

I mean what was the point so we can walk and be mad and not talk. No thanks. I need to avoid those situations that get me more mad or cause more friction.

So I am making dinner, watching football and not worrying about her fog mood.

I really am trying to stay strong, but I don't know if I have it in me to stick it our for the long haul like many of you. My guess is after the new year, I will be done, but hopefully not.

Thanks all.