Yeah man, my heart is bleeding all over the place. I feel completely lost. I feel like the only way I can feel better is if I leave often and not hang around the house.
I'm not sure how she will see that though. Will she see if as I'm checking out? Not being around the take care of the house which I was guilty of doing in the first place?
I need to get hardened by this somehow so I just don't care anymore.
